Chapter 2
As soon as I got home from Juvy house, my two sisters ran up to me kissing and hugging me. My mom was mad cuz she took off work to pick me up, she only said on thing, next time John John you gone sit in that bitch. I rolled my eyes like yeah right, but as soon as moms dropped me off at home, she was gone out the house to do her as always. After hugging my sister, I went to the kitchen for some food. It’s really never no food with me, my two sisters, my cousin Kre and my homie Wine eating up everything. It’s only a three bedroom apartment, after being in the kitchen for 5 minutes, I see Kre run through the back mad happy and stupid fresh, Wine right behind this nigga, They ran in the kitchen hugging me on some emotional shit, yo John John you official Lil cousin Kre said. I thought ya soft ass was gone tell on us but you kept it official. Wine ain’t saying to much like always. Damn Kre ya’ll nigga’s fresh, what’s good with that? Yo, remember that bomb of crack we took from old boy that day of the car accident, Kre said I’m like “yeah”, well it was 200 vails of 10 dollar crack vails, so Wine and I hit downtown and got at least 100 of them off. We put 50 to the side for you cuz you ain’t tell Kre said while pulling the money out the side back pocket, he handed me $200. Wine give John John them 50 vials. Wine pulled a small zip lock bag out full of green top vials of crack, and handed it to me. I tried to add it up but I was never good at math, so I said fuck it and put the bag in my pocket. Yo, Lil cuz I know you hungry as fuck. So lets hit downtown and eat then get you some cloths cuz it’s time to get this money Kre said. I asked “’are we walking while we leaving out the back door. Hell no last night me and Wine pilled this black 95 Lexus, as soon as he said that I saw the black Lexus with the side window broke out, but the rest the ride look official. I jump in the passenger side, Kre got in the driver side and Wine posted in the back. Wine pulled out a rolled blunt and Kre pulled out a 38 revolver. I seen guns before but never touch one. I grabbed it and said where you get this from, fam? I got it from Al’weedy, for $100 Kre said, as he grabbed the blunt from Wine. Yo, Lil cuz what’s good with Juvy hall? Are they really going hard Kre asked? I told him and Wine about the fight and about my cell mate Cali trying to put me down with the Bloods. I put the gun on my waist as I took the blunt from Kre and hit it like 5 times before I passed it to Wine. Damn, son puff puff pass, not puff puff double wame then pass, Wine said as he grab the blunt, I like the sound of the way Blood move but I’m for my hood. Yo, fuck that West Coast shit let’s start our own shit since we about to get this money Kre stated as he pulled off, we all sat in thought for a minute. I was already feeling myself from the weed, and I got the banger on me, got $200 in my pocket and got crack, it gets no better, feel me. I broke the silence since it’s just us three. Everybody come up with one word and then we put it together I said Kre spoke first. Young, I said, Crack and Wine said, Pushers, YCP. Young, Crack Pushers, damn that’s official, we all thought, since Kre was the oldest, he was the leader, and Wine and I was the same age but Kre said I’m the Capo, he knew that from Mob movies, so that’s what it was the summer of 98 “YCP” was started. While Kre turned on main street, he pulled up to the fish shop, I jumped out and ran in there and got 3 fish fillet sandwiches for $2.50 each, ran back to the whip and jumped in we ate in the car and everybody was in deep thought, Kre pulled up in front of Dr. Jay’s, we got out and it was pack downtown, red bitchs, white bitchs, baseheads and hood nigga’s. First, I bought some 95 Airmax, the white and red but in the female shoe cuz I got lil feet and they cheaper. I got some Tommy Hilfiger shorts, with a Tommy shirt. I put that outfit on in the stores dressing room, and threw away my L.A Gears and the bullshit outfit I had on, place the 38 back mon my waist, we left Dr. Jay’s and walked around downtown looking for shit to do, ready to put YCP on the map. Yo, Kre I fuck with Cali hard when he come home he gone get down with us if he don’t go back to the West Coast. I’m good with it Kre said but are you good with it, Wine? It’s all good with me. Oh shit there go Base “yo Base, yo Base” Kre yelled, while running across Main Street. Base is short for basehead, I saw Kre go in his pocket to serve Base some crack. I saw the hat stand and check my pocket to see how much money I got left, I paid $80.00 for the shoes, $70 for the Tommy outfit, I got like $50 left, so I said fuck it I’ll get a hat once I get off this crack. Right when I said that I seen Ms. Rose my moms old friend, they was cool until Ms. Rose start smoking crack. Ms Rose what’s good, how you I said? Boy John John I see you still up to no good. I’m just trying to survive in these mean streets, Ms. Rose. I got them green tops if you still fucking around, she knowing that green top vials are $10 each, she pulled out a $20 and ask for two. I gave her three while looking around to make sure 5.0 ain’t posted up. I told her the third one is on GP. Just tell all the baseheads, YCP got the green tops. She grab it and ran off. By now Kre was back over were Wine and I was at. From the rest of the day until like 9:00 pm that night we pushed crack. We jumped back in the Lexus, Kre said, he about to pull up on his girlfriend Tee Tee that stay on 20th Ave. I believe Tee Tee was Kre‘s age, like 15, I think. Ten minutes later we pulling up on 20th Ave in front of Tee Tee’s spot, yo I’m gone be back ya’ll coming in or what Kre said, no I’m good I’ll chill out here. As Kre got out I look watching the block on 20th Ave, shit was jumping that night. Yo, Wine you got more green to smoke? I got green but no blunt he said yo go the corner store and get a Dutch. Wine jumped out and I watch him cross the street to holla at some basehead to get him to buy the blunt I guess. I pulled out my money to see how much I made that day while we was checking downtown. All together I had like $150 and had like 18 vials of cracks I was putting my money back in my pocket, lil Tori fast ass jump in the driver side of the car, Tori was Tee Tee cousin. Tori was 14 years old but she was some jump off. What’s good John John? “Shit just waiting on Wine to get back with this blunt so I can get bent. Can I get bent to John John, “yeah its all good Tori,” let me get some money so I can get some Candy cuz we gonna be hungry after we smoke, and don’t front like you ain’t got no money cuz Kre told me ya’ll pushing crack now, to save all the bullshit I pulled out my small knot of money and gave Tori $10. When she seen the knot she start smiling, she grab the money jumped out and ran across the street to the corner store, don’t get me wrong Tori sexy as fuck for a 14 year old, she look 17 or 18. Tori is a red bone thick in all the right places, long black hair, and green eyes. I know Tori was mix with black & white. Wine fucked my thoughts up when he jumped back in the car. Yo, son you seen Tori fine fast ass? Yeah, she trying to smoke to I told Wine, hell yeah cuz shorty sexy assfuck, son. Shut up and twist up my dude I. “Don’t get mad cuz you still a virgin Wine said laughing. Fuck you nigga you still a virgin to” I said it to loud cuz Tori heard it as she got back in the car with mad snacks. “That nigga John John a virgin still” Wine said while laughing. Damn John John that’s real or Wine fronting? Tori ask. I was just about to lie on my dick but I’m like fuck it, yeah I ain’t hit none yet these streets is to fucked up just to be out there like that I said, trying to use as an excuse. Tori was smiling mad hard but yeah I was feeling fucked up about it, Wine tapped my shoulder to pass me the blunt. We smoke for the next 5 minutes really not saying shit, but Tori broke the silence. Yo, Wine let me holla at John John for a minute. Can you holla at me next Wine ask her? Get the fuck out of here lil ass nigga Tori stated, Wine jumped out the car and walked in Tee Tee house looking sad as fuck. So John John you want this pussy or what? Tori unbutton my Tommy shorts, put the 38 in the side door, on the real I was nervous as fuck but at the same time ready, Tori seen my beef after I took my drawers off. Dam John John I can work with that and then she took her panties off. Just the sight of her pussy had me hard and the weed had me ready. Tori grabbed my beef, started licking the head and just wrapping her tongue around the head of my dick, that shit had me so gone that I just closed my eyes and tried to hold back my dawg water, til this day I’ll never forget that day, Tori got up on top of me and put my beef in her super wet pussy, it felt so good I closed my eyes again trying to hold back, the next thing I know I heard the car door open and some nigga grabbed Tori by her hair and snatched her out the car, I tried to pull up my drawers and shorts but old boy punched me in my face. I got them up half way before I fell out the car on the ground, I saw Tori run in the spot before old boy kicked me in the stomach, after three kicks I hear old boy say “yo why you fucking my girl, this nigga look like a grown as man and he claiming Tori to be his shorty, old boy look at least 18. I saw Kre run up and punch old boy in the face while Wine helped me up, about time I got up and pulled my shorts all the way up. I saw him getting his ass kicked, I ran to the passage side door and pulled the 38 out, and took aim at the back of dude. He knocked Kre down with one hit, now that Kre was out the way, I pulled the trigger, BOOM, BOOM, the kick back surprised me but old boy went down holding his side, a lot of people across the street was watching, cuz the fight got mad attention. Tee Tee ran to Kre to pick him up and Tori ran to her boy friends side. Wine and I were in shock, Kre ran to the car, I hopped in and Wine did to and Kre pulled off. I scream out YCP out the broken window of the Lexus, while mad nigga’s iced grilled me. Yo, “what the fuck happen John John John” Kre asked me while turning on 18th Ave? So, I told Kre and Wine what happened, Kre gave me dap like “yo you got some head, got some pussy, shot a nigga and just got out Juvy Hall, Kre said you official Lil cuzo. I never got respect from my older cousin so for him to say that it went str-8 to my head. I fell in love with the respect I was earning from that day forth I was ready to fuck hoes and shoot any body that disrespect. The love I was not getting from my family, I got that love I wanted in the streets, yo Kre that bullshit blew my high. Serveral moments later we pulled up at the green store, and Wine jumped out to go get a blunt. I was in deep thought about that pussy I got, Tori really had me open. Yo, Kre my birthday’s next week, what we gone do big cuzo? Get off the rest of these vials of crack so your birthday can be official. I turn 13 fam but already feel 21.
